Four days of freedom..
Before I type on, I would just like to say that I no longer attend YFC. That's because I find it unsuiting.
Since I no longer attend anything in that organization, I did not atend the International Leader's Conference (ILC) which is ongoing right now. My parents and two sisters are attending that event. You want to know where? In Davao, in Mindanao.
Oh yeah.. I'm left behind. I stay here at home. I don't spend money. I don't get tired walking around all day, carrying my luggeage or keeping my stuff organized. I don't get wet while people spray water around for happiness. I don't worry about getting home. I didn't worry about packing. I didn't worry about transportation and accomodation (although I did help my mom prepare food). I don't worry about eating meat and no veggies for 3 full days. I don't get exposed to the sun and sweat all over, plus I can keep myself very clean and comfortable. Oh yes, I remember! I don't worry about a timeslot in the bathroom, if there's a proper bathroom at all.
I enjoyed worrying about those stuff when I enjoyed attending YFC. It was "going beyond comfort zones (for God)." It was also a measure of strength and flexibility for me. For me, you are weak if you can't handle or accept such situations.
I haven't changed my mind about the last paragraph, I'd still enjoy it. But something about my attitude has changed. Another sentence must be added to the other paragraph. "I don't get angry with people everywhere." I'm so happy with staying home. I'd not risk my emotional health. Puh-lease... I'd just burn myself out. I wouldn't want that, I want to reach something in my lifetime.
Anyway... about freedom. YES! Not only do I stay in my comfort zone, I also have four full parent-free days to spend! At home of course. (I am just so tired of going out and commuting.)
I can spend full nights awake! No one will tell me to sleep! (Oh dear nocturnalism...) No one to bug me to clean the house. (I already clean the dishes accordingly.) No one to command me so many things to do. No confusion! No problems! Only electricity conservation. (My ate is soooo not careful about that. rar...)
Just happy to spend nights awake. I can stay as long as I want on the net because it's free. :)
Trivia: (Fangirl modes??) I like "Mars" the tv series with Vic Zhou and Barbie Hsu. It's wonderful. (especially when my current crush looks kinda like the lead actor. They both cute! *big smile*)
Since I no longer attend anything in that organization, I did not atend the International Leader's Conference (ILC) which is ongoing right now. My parents and two sisters are attending that event. You want to know where? In Davao, in Mindanao.
Oh yeah.. I'm left behind. I stay here at home. I don't spend money. I don't get tired walking around all day, carrying my luggeage or keeping my stuff organized. I don't get wet while people spray water around for happiness. I don't worry about getting home. I didn't worry about packing. I didn't worry about transportation and accomodation (although I did help my mom prepare food). I don't worry about eating meat and no veggies for 3 full days. I don't get exposed to the sun and sweat all over, plus I can keep myself very clean and comfortable. Oh yes, I remember! I don't worry about a timeslot in the bathroom, if there's a proper bathroom at all.
I enjoyed worrying about those stuff when I enjoyed attending YFC. It was "going beyond comfort zones (for God)." It was also a measure of strength and flexibility for me. For me, you are weak if you can't handle or accept such situations.
I haven't changed my mind about the last paragraph, I'd still enjoy it. But something about my attitude has changed. Another sentence must be added to the other paragraph. "I don't get angry with people everywhere." I'm so happy with staying home. I'd not risk my emotional health. Puh-lease... I'd just burn myself out. I wouldn't want that, I want to reach something in my lifetime.
Anyway... about freedom. YES! Not only do I stay in my comfort zone, I also have four full parent-free days to spend! At home of course. (I am just so tired of going out and commuting.)
I can spend full nights awake! No one will tell me to sleep! (Oh dear nocturnalism...) No one to bug me to clean the house. (I already clean the dishes accordingly.) No one to command me so many things to do. No confusion! No problems! Only electricity conservation. (My ate is soooo not careful about that. rar...)
Just happy to spend nights awake. I can stay as long as I want on the net because it's free. :)
Trivia: (Fangirl modes??) I like "Mars" the tv series with Vic Zhou and Barbie Hsu. It's wonderful. (especially when my current crush looks kinda like the lead actor. They both cute! *big smile*)
posted by Kate at Saturday, April 08, 2006
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