Thursday, February 25, 2010

A letter for a woman..

When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being.
When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his
nostrils. However, you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the
breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate.

I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and
perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not
interfere with the creativity.

From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects
man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and
supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped
you. I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully.

Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and
fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man,
his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the
breath of life. The ribcage will allow itself to be broken before it
will allow damage to the heart.

Support man as the rib cage supports the body. You were not taken
from his feet, to be under him, nor were you taken from his head, to
be above him. You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and
be held close to his side.

You are my perfect angel. You are my beautiful little girl. You
have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence and my eye fill when
I see the virtues in your heart. Your eyes...do not change them.
Your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer. Your nose, so
perfect in form. Your hands so gentle to touch. I have caressed your
face in your deepest sleep. I have held your heart close to mine. Of
all that lives and breathes, you are most like me.

Adam walked with me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely. He
could not See me or Touch me. He could only feel Me. So everything I
wanted Adam to share and experience with Me. I fashioned in you in
my holiness, my Strength, my purity, my love, my protection and
support.

You are special because you are an extension of me. Man represents
my image, woman my emotions. Together, you represent the totality of
God.

So man...treat woman well. Love her; respect her, for she is
fragile. In hurting her, you hurt me. What you do to her, you do to
me. In crushing her, you only damage your own heart, the heart of
your Father, and the heart of her Father.

Woman… support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion I
have given you. In gentle quietness, show your strength. In love,
show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self.

Did you not know that WOMAN is special in God's eyes?

Thursday, August 27, 2009

as of the moment...

... ayaw ko sa mga lalaki...

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i mean, ayaw ko ng relationship. ayaw ko ng boyfriend.

ayaw ko rin ng manliligaw. nakakalito kaya.

lalo na may sarili din akong mga problema na hindi madaling i-solve. matagal.

urrrrggggghhh... bakit pa kasi pumatol ako dati. yan tuloy mahirap lumabas sa pinasukan.

Friday, July 24, 2009

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wala lang.. galing sa purple hunt

Saturday, July 18, 2009

plurk!

may plurk na ako! plurk na rin kayo!

eto link: http://www.plurk.com/ckate/invite

masaya magplurk.. :D

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

sarbei

taken from kido. wala lang.. para may konting madagdag na laman sa multiply ko.

1. OK LANG BA SAYO KUNG UNG BF/GF MO UMIINOM?
minsan lang.

2. EH NAGYOYOSI?
hindi. unacceptable.

3. KUNG MERONG MAY GUSTO SAYO NGAYON, GUSTO MO BANG SABIHIN NILA SAYO?
yes please. please.

4. SPORTS NA PINAPANUOD MO SA TV?
uh.. hindi ako nanonood ng tv..

5. MARUNONG KA BANG MAG SPLIT?
yung tagilid lang.

6. KAILAN ANG TAMANG PAGKAKATAONG MAGKAROON NG GF/BF?
hmm.. kelan nga ba? ewan. kakalabas ko lang nun eh.

7. FAVORITE PINOY BAND?
band? sugarfree? yun yung meron sa player ko.

8. ANONG MASASABI MO SA LOVE LIFE MO NGAYON?
*blink blink* anong love life? well kakabreak ko lang sa bf ko. ano yun? open na ulit ang love life? ewan. gusto ko muna maging selfish.

9. MAY CRUSH KA BA NGAYON?
meron. marami. hehe.. mga cute na guys. (big smile :D )

10. FIRST IMPRESSION SAYO?
tahimik.

11. ANONG ORAS NA?
2257

12. GLOBE,SMART,SUN?
Globe ang preference ko. pero may plan ako sa sun kaya hindi ko nagagamit masyado ang globe ko.

13. COMPUTER O LAPTOP?
pareho lang yun. may kanya kanyang dahilan kung bakit nageexist ang mga yun.

14. PINAKA MASAYANG TAON NG BUHAY MO?
uh.. lahat naman masaya. kanya kanyang saya.

15. ILANG TAON KA NA PAG NAG BIRTHDAY KA NGAYONG 2009?
21. tapos na bday ko.

16. FAVORITE TV SHOW?
heroes.

17. COLOR?
purrrrrple... (^___________________^)

18. NUMBER?
12. 4. 3.

19. MADALI KA BANG MAGALIT?
hindi. may dahilan ako magalit (kadalasan)... i think ha.

20. MABILIS KA BANG MAGPATAWAD?
hindi, kung kasalanan niya.

21. KUNG MAGIGING SIKAT KA, SINGER OR DANCER?
Singer.

22. ANONG GUSTO MO SA ISANG TAO?
ang malaman ang kwento niya. lahat tayo may kanya-kanyang kwento.

23. NANINIWALA KA BA SA LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
hindi.

24. EH SA LOVE IS BLIND?
hindi. decision ang magmahal. kahit sa hindi mo kilala. kahit pa charity yan. kahit din kilala mo na.

25. IYAKIN KA BA?
for certain reasons. oo iyakin ako. (but i found out nowadays, mabilis lang ako umiyak. the last time i cried for a really long time was when i was watching boys over flowers, yung last episode.)

26. MARAMI KA PA BANG GUSTONG GAWIN SA BUHAY MO?
maraming marami. kahit kayang sabihin yun na iisang gawain lang.

27. PAG SINABI BA SAYONG MALAPIT NG DUMATING YUNG TAONG PARA SAYO MANINIWALA KA?
kung si God ang nagsabi.

28. MAY MASAKIT BA SAYO?
masakit? wala naman. hmm.. masakit labanan ang katamaran, pero kailangan.

29. Sa tingin mo ba easy-to-get yung mga babaeng umo-oo agad pgktapos ng dalawang buwan?
hindi. again, kanya-kanyang kwento yan. hindi pwedeng magjudge.

30. Laos na ba ang flowers at chocolates?
hindi.

31. Kapag ba nagdadate dapat yung lalake lang yung magbabayad?
hindi. take turns para masaya.

32. San ba pwede pumunta kapag magddate?
mall. mall. restos. mall. sine. bahay ko o bahay niya (pakilala sa family.) bowling. sight seeing. trips elsewhere.. kahit ano.

33. Bakit kaya hindi makuntento ang mga two-timer?
bakit nga ba? hindi sila malinaw mag-isip.

34. Bakit kaya pakipot ang mga babae?
Kasi gusto nila hindi torpe yung lalaki. <
35. Sa tingin mo, bakit kaya yung ibang tao ayaw ng commitment?
hindi pa nila nakikilala ang taong pagbibigyan nila ng lahat.

36. Anung mas mganda? MU o yung opisyal na magkasintahan?
onga kido.. parang 35. kanya-kanyang desisyon na yan. may stages yan eh.

37. Masasabi mo bang magkaugali kayo ni Maria Clara?
hindi noh. asa. at least ako nag-iisip.

38. Mabilis ka bang mainlove?
hindi. crush oo.

39. Baket ba tayo nagsasawa? Anong pwedeng gawin kapag mukhang ngkakasawaan na kayo?
bakit nga ba? tinatanong ko rin ang sarili ko nyan. samantalang bf ko never nagsawa sakin. hindi pa yata ako handa niyan. read http://jowiscope.multiply.com/journal/item/249/The_One_Who_Got_Away

40. May binasted kana bang babae/lalake na pinagsisihan mong binasted mo siya?
uh.. isa pa lang yata yung binasted ko. may konting pagiisip, pero hindi talaga masasabi na pagsisisi yun. more like, meron tao na ganyan dapat sakin.

41. Nagkaroon ka na ba ng stalker? Sino yun?
meron. yung ex ko. laboh. pero totoo.

42. Anong itsura mo kapag in love ka?
tanongin mo ex ko.

43. Eh kapag broken hearted ka?
pag magisa ako umiiyak ako. pag nakikita ng ibang tao, tulala? tahimik lang sa isang tabi nagiisip. o kaya naghahanap ng libangan.

44. May time ba na na-obsess ka ng sobra-sobra sa crush mo at naging stalker ka niya?
meron yata. oo meron. pero hindi ako expert stalker. natutuwa lang ako lumikom ng mga impormasyon tungkol sa kanya.

45. Masaya ba kapag taken ka?
oo.

46. Masaya bang maging single?
depende yan. sa kaso ko masaya kasi kailangan ko ng oras maging sarili ko. pero pag oras na at single ka pa, hala.. hindi na masaya yun.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

what am i doing?

i'm not writing my pi100 paper as i thought i would. (may pi100 na o ahil hindi lang pinatanggal ng adviser ko. pero hindi pa ako graduating.)

i slept, read fanfiction (chrinicles of narnia), burned my downloads of MARS (the taiwanese drama based on the japanese manga of the same title.) unfortunately, nabura ko yung ibang episodes ng ibuburn ko. (why the hell did i do that? stupid.) pinindot k ng shift-del sa torrent client ko (utorrent. very efficient.) i though that would delete the torrents form my client but it also deleted the downloaded files as well. hindi ko na mahanap. kahit gamit ang restoration tool na nakakarecover ng deleted files sa hard drive.

to help explain, pag binura mo ang file sa hard drive mo, mapupunta yun usually sa recycle bin. after you delete it from the recycle bin, babay na. but what the conputer really does is o delete the pointer/s that point to the location of the file on your drive. so nandun pa rin yung file, kinalimutan lang ng pc ang existence nito. deleting the pointers renders the file locaton space ready for new files. naooverwrite na yun. pg nagkaganun babay na talaga ang file. restoration can find the files without the pointers as long as it is not yet overwritten. link to restoration tool http://www.snapfiles.com/get/restoration.html.

ayun.. hindi na nga makita ng restoration yung mga DL ko.. it would mean.. uulitin ko ang DL ko. gah. at least may nabawas na sa hard drive ko.

now i just logged in to ym. to find someone to talk to. anyone. im so bored. heavy. tired? perhaps. i think i need to sleep. maaga ako gigising para sumabay kila mama bukas. para makatipid at ganaha magipon ng pera. ang dami ng utang ko.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

acad rant again..

apparently, hindi ako nagpopost pag walang problema. i'll be too busy watching movies that i have downloaded. or reading books (harry potter mostly) that i have borrowed or downloaded.

now for my acad rant.

i have photocopies of 3 pretty long journal articles. i have to summmarize each in one page, make a critique on it on the following page. i do that 3 times.

i have abstracts of theses. i have to find the thesis statement of each. that's easy.

all that is due tomorrow 11am.

i also have an exam in thermodynamics (heat engines, heat pumps, refrigerators, entropy and the second law of thermodynamics.) i don't have much trouble in problem solving. i just have to careful. but tomorrow i'm not sure if i'll survive in the exam because mam said there's a conceptual part in the exam. i probably won't be able to answer well because i sleep during lectures. :))

goodluck to me tomorrow..

*goes back to summarizing journal entries*