what am i doing?

i'm not writing my pi100 paper as i thought i would. (may pi100 na o ahil hindi lang pinatanggal ng adviser ko. pero hindi pa ako graduating.)

i slept, read fanfiction (chrinicles of narnia), burned my downloads of MARS (the taiwanese drama based on the japanese manga of the same title.) unfortunately, nabura ko yung ibang episodes ng ibuburn ko. (why the hell did i do that? stupid.) pinindot k ng shift-del sa torrent client ko (utorrent. very efficient.) i though that would delete the torrents form my client but it also deleted the downloaded files as well. hindi ko na mahanap. kahit gamit ang restoration tool na nakakarecover ng deleted files sa hard drive.

to help explain, pag binura mo ang file sa hard drive mo, mapupunta yun usually sa recycle bin. after you delete it from the recycle bin, babay na. but what the conputer really does is o delete the pointer/s that point to the location of the file on your drive. so nandun pa rin yung file, kinalimutan lang ng pc ang existence nito. deleting the pointers renders the file locaton space ready for new files. naooverwrite na yun. pg nagkaganun babay na talaga ang file. restoration can find the files without the pointers as long as it is not yet overwritten. link to restoration tool http://www.snapfiles.com/get/restoration.html.

ayun.. hindi na nga makita ng restoration yung mga DL ko.. it would mean.. uulitin ko ang DL ko. gah. at least may nabawas na sa hard drive ko.

now i just logged in to ym. to find someone to talk to. anyone. im so bored. heavy. tired? perhaps. i think i need to sleep. maaga ako gigising para sumabay kila mama bukas. para makatipid at ganaha magipon ng pera. ang dami ng utang ko.