i once loved this org, now i hate it.

I meant yfc. Believe me it's a very good organization. God's plan. It really works. It develops leadership in its leaders. I have nothing to say on it as a whole.

But as I said in this post's title, "Now I hate it." Why should I hate it so much that I rant about it in a public place such as my blog? (In actuality, my blog is not public yet. Only Faye and Miriam know about this blog. hahaha) Because I feel so much... hmpf! The only term that I can think of is in Tagalog. Nagngingitngit ako!

Note: All negative things i might say applies only to my specific area. (It's called North C3)

YFC talks of being a united community. To be able to bond with everyone is required. But how can you bond with everybody if you choose a circle a friends? Worse, the people who are so cliquish are the leaders themselves! So they tend to choose leaders who are in their own circle. It's not that I resent not being "promoted" because of this tedency, in fact I'm next in line. But I resent how these "leaders" disobey their own teachings. I don't want to be one of them.

There's also another reason. I belonged (I say belong because I really felt that i bleonged to this group) to a chapter we call C. I belonged to Chapter C, but sadly this group was dissolved because of loss of support from the Couples for Christ. I had to be transferred to another chapter. Do you know what welcome greeted me while I entered this new chapter? None. The first phone call that my chapter head ever gave me was purely functional. Every time she calls me through the phone, all she does is to give me instructions. She's purely functional. Well, she sends me quotes throught text sometimes, but all I do is to read it once and delete it immediately, just like what she did to me when I entered HER (hateful) chapter.

My mind is closed on the matter. I don't intend to attend anymore YFC activities unless my parents force me to.